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So little time... too much martini I thought I saw the day was Friday despite the fast pace weekend I woke up with a spinning headache. I figured. Two nights in a row of martinis How much is going through my head now? I'm feeling a little sick not because I know that it's Monday but I never do know why my throat's beginning to swell, my body's aching my mind's fucking up! Someone please tell me why imperfection plays a big role to such anger as the heart would speak I felt that imperfection once more this week it didn't feel good, it never did Another incident made me think twice about my worth how far would I be wanted? Loss, questions, doubts and emptiness I know I could have done better if I was given a chance once more To add a lil discipline in my life I re- registered my application to the uni and accepted my loss of money in not giving tuition anymore Looking back on 23 years of my life, I have to do something for myself I feel sick and pukey. But I need to go on one more week for the busy schedule to end and I'm off to Aussie. I can't wait baybee... you know I can't. We've been so uptight and busy with our work it kills not having enough time each day I'm sorry for being a lil nag or rather..... screaming at myself *hugs* I pray it would be a better week ahead Lala's needs a hug
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+*In Perfect SiLence*+
+*interest*!+
+*In another Merryland*!+
+*HeLLo STrAngER*!+
+*New piX uploaDED*!+
+*BoreD?*+
Click on START first, and wait till the background color changes. Once it changes, hit STOP! The addiction starts here..
+*Weren't they just memories?*!+
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