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For a loved one near my heart There are many times we find ourselves lost within our means When we often spoke of the happy times we never realized what lies behind those smiles Maybe we wasn't good enough or we didn't loved enough What could have been changed or done would we know till now? Maybe understanding wasn't a word to describe nor feel or trying to love aint enough to fill It's hard to stop yet it's hard to try Many might say time would heal and time would tell no one knows except deep in us. For some, running was an option, for another hurting But for those who's honesty was a virtue, we thank and keep. We often speak about what love was really is, what it meant or what it felt But when love failed, how do we start thinking what love is anymore. I once asked a friend ' what quarrels and fights in relationships meant?' A silence filled the answer. I replied: ' Quarrels and fights are part of relationships, it happened for a reason, not because anyone caused them. Quarrels are trails that we all go through, bad or very bad it test our ability to solve with our partners, it checks on our pride and trust, our capability in talking things out, and solving them and not forgetting them. But when talking things out aint even accomplished, break ups aint a running option, they aint solving anything in the first place. But to some others, breaking just means the time for building a relationship isn't right, or another isn't ready enough. The word is enough. So how ready are we? What is enough? Honestly, only we ourselves know and feel. I was once at my end, when I felt everything happened because of me I blamed myself with every physical hurt I could cause myself with. But who's got a better part of me, myself and people who loved me. God showed me the truth, the lies and dishonesty one made, and shameless side of some, and I thank him for it cause it has shown me the word 'enough' for there wasn't a need to blame myself but them. There's never a need for guilt treatments, what goes around comes around. As one bestie would say ' A leopard never change its spots' How true can that be when I wasn't the first for this honesty, I was only one of them who saw through such a person. And I'm out, never entering that road I was once accused of. But, what's better of that road, I know my conscience is clear and for others, their conscience wouldn't leave till the last breath. Within our conscience, we look deep and hard My dear friend, look deep and far where would this heart sleeps, cry and laugh where would this heart think, speak and feel People often say heart feels and the mind speaks, bring yourself up to speak your mind with your heart It's hard we would all know, but there's no harm trying Even if the heart points back to the old road, don't despair It pointed for a reason, it pointed for comfort. It doesn't mean we can't love another nor seek love with another they only tell us we need to be ready as an individual, as a person one to love with a wholesome heart, one to find love with a love on her own Stand when you're ready, seek when you find, love when you can We're all searching all over, for that perfect one But remember, readiness, fate and time play a part. As beautiful and patient your heart is, I know you'll find the right moment of love. There's never a heart like yours, even a dark cloud could never be compared. So my friend, as I type is, I hoping some strength of mine would bring those dark clouds away comfort your heart, would stand there with my care. From here, I end my words for you. You already did what you could, let fate and time take care of the rest. with love, Lala
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+*In Perfect SiLence*+
+*interest*!+
+*In another Merryland*!+
+*HeLLo STrAngER*!+
+*New piX uploaDED*!+
+*BoreD?*+
Click on START first, and wait till the background color changes. Once it changes, hit STOP! The addiction starts here..
+*Weren't they just memories?*!+
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